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Jared Martin my drums sound the coolest in this one :) Favorite track: And You... ?.
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1.
Ego 01:19
I will destroy everything we preached. Don't be afraid, embrace your self. I won't be the means I will be an end.
2.
Enigma 02:17
let me swallow you are you a pill? are you water? I'm an addict and I'm thirsty so fuck with my head I don't mind really feed me delusions play me theatrics I'll only sit patiently by deciphering your flight quiet as a spider weaving a waiting web to catch you rip you apart put myself in your skin and dance to your pulse fit your teeth in my mouth and grin your smile slip my hands down your pants and wear your cum ill own you - know you know you know everything
3.
she hits the snooze 3x to delay the inevitable routine. [no life! no life! it's a noble-fuckin'-suicide] ...you owe your life to them she repeats it aloud, determined to believe. [no life! no life! it's a noble-fuckin'-suicide] she reminds herself of her duties and bites her tongue back desperately. [no life! no life! it's a noble-fuckin'-suicide] faithfully, she spits out the blood. rejects it like the truth she wont swallow. no longer thinking, no longer loving life, she laid down her torch to bear their burden. she betrays her values, and demoralizes her self - her despondence is their admiration, their virtue is her sacrifice. she is the noble suicide of ethical altruism.
4.
The Thread 02:10
They say it's called the thread and you, through life, it will lead. So we can rest our weary heads and follow blissfully. Pulling me down- a body, no more mine, gets dragged around by this leash. I haven't found myself. This thread; my bondage. The way it is - isn't for me. I think I'd rather just be lost, wandering and still wondering, than drawn along by this thread. I'll choose: my own pace, where I tread. Pluck, haul this thread with me. Pulling me down- no more. I won't let my body be restrained by this leash. I have found out. I'll drag whatever hand holds this thread. Walk reality.
5.
I fell in love with my new Russian bride Mail order happiness, she makes me warm in side She's Slavic, so hypnotic she makes me feel alright Until one day she started nagging about the old country Nah I just don't like her anymore She looks at blowjobs as a chore She won't do anal anymore Now I just don't like her anymore I thought it would be all chains and whips She won't even let me touch her goddamn tits Helga your just not the one for me Even though I think your so pretty Let me use my dildobaggins And finish with an angry dragon Ha! Ha! Ha! (Now I just don't like her anymore!) Nah I just don't like her anymore She looks at blowjobs as a chore She won't do anal anymore Now I just don't like her anymore
6.
SideFX 02:00
sometimes I repeat things in my head sometimes I repeat things in my head sOmETimES I rEPEat THings IN mY HEAD. and I count things, too like thirty six - the number of steps in my stair case or twenty six - like when I come in from the other side. just obsessive tendencies like that LiKe thAT, like a cat, I feel compulsion to circle a lap 3x before before BEfoRe snuggling down. cus I'd do them all again, to keep my mind wedged open, propped. I carry groceries through my door in the same fashion, propped. It's like a new perspective an inside perspective there's an outward understanding like, as if, all life is perspective. and really, most really, it felt sublime to be connected to anything like that, LIkE THat, the cupboard's empty most of the time. so I'd do them all again to keep my mind wedged open, propped. I carry groceries through my door in the same fashion, propped. I had no reason not too, and drugs, they hold the door openlike a perfect gentleman.
7.
Joy Division 02:38
my hand was slipping down your skin, like grey into black drifting, finding, fading its way inside. I knew better, but I couldn't stop, more like - I wouldn't. you're so like god and I .. . I'm like a freak. I just wanted it more than I feared consequences, when I looked you in the eyes I knew that life had perfect. your short hair sat tussled and unconcerned above smokey, knowing eyes. I hated myself for being human, for sweating as you glistened. a dead stare gaze above syncopated thrusts, our bitten lips and spit soaked necks, and Joy Division. I just wanted it more than I feared consequences. when I held you by the throat, I knew that life had perfect. Chemically Distorted Mind - we both know what its like to lose control and as fucked up as it gets sometimes, isn't it worth it always still to know ?
8.
after all, it's the 21st century and we subsist in a world of extremists: fanatic, apathetic (you should never just be either, but a bit of both or neither one would be permissible). when one's more apt to like and follow life than seek accomplishment out for oneself - how do you find identity, know who you are? that must be what makes it so easy to not care when our privacy is compromised. we hand it away willingly ( I should say enthusiastically ) in ribboned parcels of narcissistic status updates, ostentatious selfies, and haphazard gasconade. we don't even know what it is we're giving away. we disregard the threat swarming above us. too busy primping for a night of tindering and fapping to be bothered by wasps stinging with intrusion, eyes in paintings moving, tapped bedroom conversations. it's an arduous task acting with conscience in a world of approval seekers, the stop at nothing opportunity takers, and the end justifies the means personalities. nobody wants to care that big brother and any others with power (money) can view/sell/trade/kill us - without looking in our eyes. but I offer resolution: seek approval from within, nurture an identity, expand your mind by asking questions. don't let your eyes caste themselves aside seek alternatives that don't hide behind terms & conditions. take back the sky, take back the wires, take back your lives.
9.
Americunt 03:28
A nation full of corporate greed A media full of lies it seems Feeding us full of bullshit and tainted meat. Filling us full of nasty shit, lSD and cow vomit How do you even sleep at night? You believe the world's better with GMOs From companies like monsanto If you ask me it makes me fucking sick Who even runs the country? Figured head for president while CEOs get rich Republicans afraid of men taking it in the ass But suck a lobbyist dick without a question ever asked Democrats aren’t any better, giving cash to my cracked out fucking neighbor Francis Scott Key got it wrong: Land of the business man, home of the rich I cant afford to eat this McDonalds shit But one question still remains Who even runs this country? Who even runs this americunt?
10.
The Act 02:57
The Act that's all I want. not self deception, not illusions of acceptance, the fleeting adoration in the mob's eye of affection, not hollow dedications, not vague reproductions, discrepant interpretations that fit majority blessings, - fuck your facade give me the do. value that. I act for reason and I do it for my self.
11.
And You... ? 03:36
they want you to believe that they know better, that as human, I - is inherently evil, that faith and majority rule supersede individual capacity. they preach that everyone must be equal, that no individual is above mediocrity, that complacency is utopia and that love is a compromise, they teach that life is a sacrifice ( for their common good ), that you only exist as a means to society, for god and government for heaven and security for momentary relief. and you can act for these lies, for pageant morality. you can fear knowing the truth if, well - you only ever wanted to believe. you can reward conformity, punish ingenuity, and solemnly act accordingly, or ... you can act for your self. you can think freely take the responsibility to decide. you can question everything, create value from inside ( ! )

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released August 20, 2016

Produced by: Garrett Finlay
Recording: Garrett Finlay
Drums: Jared Martin
Bass: Nick Pooley
Guitar: Garrett Finlay
Vocals: Garrett Finlay, Nick Pooley

Artwork: Jake Porier, Jared Martin

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